Friday, December 28, 2007

Whats Instore


Less than 24 hours from now, I shall leave for the Lions. I have so much hope, courage and strength in me that I would live my life to the fullest and make the best for 2008. It's just the result that shall reflect what lies within. I have so much memories both good and bad for year 2007. Feel sad as I leave home. Seeing both parents alone but this is life I got to move on. To earn, career, life, future. Well, there's so much in store for me. Just when you're in comfort zone and it's that time of the year you got to get out and search your heart and be content with it. Time sure flies. Jut when you thought, realise and it happens so fast without a clue. about life. Nevertheless, at the end of the day, the reward would definitely benefit bigger. Trust me. I've succumb with it.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

This is Christmas

Doesn’t this explain from A-Z?

Merry Christmas! This year’s is extremely different. It’s unusual because again I am spending Christmas with my parents and the other siblings are not here. All are not back as geographic barrier and miles, miles away. Disappointed, sad, depressed, and gloom but at least this year we have an extra member to the family. My LAMB! This has been the best Christmas thus far. Been able to meet friends, catch up with relatives, anonymous, and spend quality time with parents, Wantanmee and Andrew. It’s so wonderful! And rightful! Everything that I’ve never thought I could have asked for falls in pieces and I am so blessed! Theoretically, I’ve learn something about Christmas, you just got to eat and eat and eat and eat. If you don’t eat now when are you going to ever eat again? So EAT!! Now, how I wish everyday was Christmas...because it’s so merry it’s time to share, time to give and give and give...


Thank you, Dear!

Don’t you notice my wider smiles...? Just like Nescafe cliché 2in1.

P/S: Betul memenangi hati seekor rusa. Aku-la wanita rusa yang bahagia! >_<

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Tis The Season and This's Mine One For the Road!

I won't be able to feel dreadful again as I shall bid farewell to Pearl Orient as a new mission awaits me in no time. It's funny when colleagues tells you they miss you and the presence. It's touching well, life's got to move for a better rite? And when you find the ray of light don't you got to grab the opportunity that's been laid right at you? The big Q is that if I don't make a step hence 2, 3, and 4 shall not move forward. It's time I find a new nest to hibernate. *Big Laughs*. It's also the time when Fina gets super extremely excited to re-united with love ones especially my other half. It's been a horrible and long winded road till this far. I should be compensate for a change and a real good change. Wa laa..Officially I am on a long leave as from today until further notice! Got to enjoy every single bit. I am really tired. Desperate for a runaway or perhaps backpacking would do me good. Am really missing every part of 2007. It's coming to an end where reminiscing those memories and evaluate life's aftermath thus reminding how I would want 2008 to be better! I still owe Rueben and Seong the trip over to Tambun. It's been a long waited one. Sorry for the delay but it's really been busy but we'll definitely have this done. As for Christmas this time of the year, it's going to be a brand new for me. Parents, other half and friends. It's the time where I got well at least spare my time for them while packing my luggage, luggage, luggage and luggage for new hibernate. This year, I don't want anything. I only want something I am not going to share with anybody and anyone. I DON'T CARE! I have to be selfish and mean on this.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever known
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas Is you..

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is You...

All I want for Christmas is Andrew,
All I want for Christmas is Andrew,
All I want for Christmas is Andrew,
All I want for Christmas is Andrew,

Okay..feel much better now. Can sleep already..When will I be happy and satisfied? Wonder, wonder, wonder......

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

{ K to the A to the R to the M to the A }

I never believed until it happened on my own. Karma. Be it time, period. It really does exists. What goes around, comes around. So glad something wonderful and good happens today. It might be small to others, but to me it's extra meaningful especially at this kind of time, end of the year. Ever since I got back I have this sputdi thinking that 's annoying. The thought of being alone for some long time makes me indescribable. Sometimes so tired of being alone. Yups, I bare and know that I am not alone on this, but it's just the feeling and the thoughts that haunts so badly. I can't continued like this forever. However ones strong ability might just collapsed one day. I cringe my fist tightly with the hope that I would go this at one pace only to remind myself the balance of days I still have where I step my foot from the very first day before I would re-unite with him. I do wonder sometimes how people would survived their courtships yet managing personal issues time after time. It surely doesn't sound wonders to me. Be it how many years of being together if it's going to tear apart it will surely do unless the amendments takes place. Courage and strength definitely plays the essential weapon I have still, I kept my head up high cruising through the remaining days before I bid silently. It's still pinning when one of those nights would just make you stay awake and eyes not shut thinking bout it. Guess I should just shut and leave has it is. Almost every single day thinking so close yet so far reaching the other end. Hard to believe. Yes, it's true..

Sunday, December 9, 2007


Finally after 1 week of being away from pork finally I've got it all in my tummy at last. Just got back from LIMA. It was a good experienced. Met lots of influenced people from all walks of life internationally. Even though the work is tiring but definitely an experience! Imagine getting up as early as 7morning and leaving work place as late as 7evening. I am not going back to Langkawi for at least 2 to 3 years from now. It's freaking bored! Well, if your a drinker or a smoker Langkawi is definitely a place where one should go to. Smoke as much as you want. Drink as much as you like because it's freaking cheap. Say a can of beer cost RM 1.60. How's that? The first thing I did when I got back was 'HUNT FOR PORK'. It has been playing in my mind for more than a week. Worst still the food sucks terribly. The best being here is that the beaches are great and so relax. It's a good place for holiday and reflection.

Those who participated...

From Hitler..



From Aussie


There are even some eye catching colors to be exact. Like this one from Italy.

I've spent most of my time on the beaches. Walking, strolling, and keep on walking la. I'd enjoyed myself only the thoughts of going back as soon as possible hunts me because this exhibitions is bored. One or two to three days is considerable but at this point it's so intolerable. What a long day. But am glad now that I've come return back to Png. Well, it wouldn't be much and more exciting when it's Malacca. Fear not I am dying to be going back to Malacca and hunt for my SUPERHERO Wantanmee. Can't help it. It's undeniable.




beautiful sun


smurfing :p