Unleash...

Wauuuuuuuuuu.....this is miracle. I got listed...and in FULL-ED. Do you know how it feels rite now?

so UNPREDICTABLE!!

: )

Impossible Is Nothing

What would most people be doing at the wee of 2, 3 or 4 in the morning? I bet some of us are half way dreaming while a sleep and some might be having supper or just plain chilling at some night spots having drinks. So here I am waking up 4 in the morning getting all prepared but not so gear up for the most anticipated run of my life time, “The Penang Bridge Marathon” run.

i actually did this? half way .....O_o

I clearly remembered the last run and most breathe taking event I had last year was Spirit of Penang race hosted by STAR newspaper.

2006 SOP
L:Terri,Me,Andrea, Amie

That was fun, thrill and exciting. But this time around I had to know about this event through my uni-mate, EK. It was all planned in detail that we will join the marathon in the first place which he suggest just ‘for fun’ then, initially he pulled out due to work commitment and same goes for the other friends so I had a sole choice to be ‘in’ or pull back. Then, I figured that what the heck since I don’t have such opportunity in mere future so I might as well go ahead even I know the fact that I will be running this on my own all alone.

And so, I signed up even though I had the pinch of how it feels like to be alone eventually I will be forlorn and be bored with no companion along the line. I was half awake, half a sleep with my eyes not so wide open and I tried to be nonchalant at best. Literally did I know that I have to be there at freaking 4morning just to register?

why on earth would some creature report that early?

it's freaking tired, tired, tired and tired!

The crowd was huge, humongous, gigantic and monstrous because we look like a troop of ants loop. From the starting line we’re let off at 5.30. I ran at a small pace, then I walk and I tailed slowly. From there onwards, I foresee myself stop just yet and I moved on and kept on going. There were many incidents along the way like some participants got carried away in an ambulance probably due to weak metabolism? There were some people who ran until they left their shoes sole on the road and some just ran barefooted!

shoes sole out

bare footed treat

I couldn’t believe I actually ran this far and this much. Well, one of the reasons is that I had the determination to finish this race and I want to make it something I could achieve. In the midst of the race, I didn’t realised that I have actually cross the bridge and the sign board showed 7km.

this is awesome

Woo..i actually ran this far? Must be kidding but I am glad I have made this far though I tried to be meticulous not to overlap or bang into someone else.

The route back was more interesting because the thought of crossing the finish line was all up in head.

feels...way too good!

By then, the darkness has turned mild bright and the view can be clearly seen bit by bit. I had swells, and my midriff was pain and I felt a bit cramp. There were veterans and experience people who instantly became nouveau riche from this. Come on, 6k for the first to reach the finish line. Who dare say they don’t want a piece of this? What a big escaped!

And so, the big catch for the day was when I did it! I manage to reach this. My aim? I dare not dream big. All I wanted was just to finish the crossing line and have the satisfaction pinch in me. And I made it! I did it for 10km in an hour and 15mins. I don’t need logic from what has been said here.

to me this has been more overwhelmed than nymphomania

I care not elaborate. You need not judge. Don’t be stingy and mean on me.

by end of the race, my running shoes can be kept as souvenir

...and i have weird leg.

The moment I got back I fall flat on the couch the first place. Then my 11year old nephew ask me why my butt is wet. I told him,

I'd pee!!

Then he said, "pose". I want to frame this!

It's The Time Of The Year

Singapore really has the reputation when it comes to sale. Why do I say so? It’s a good bargain. Well, on certain items that definitely will catch your attention once you see and get hold of it. The greener side of it is that basically it’s more of a beneficial for the ladies I mean come on shopping and sales makes happy and wonderful women mouth wide open. I am one of the victim well, not exactly victim more like willingly arms wide open falling to this trap. I wish to go there I mean I want to got here again. Just give me one more try. I will make this come true. I will succeed.

I think most people would love spending their money in Tagashima.

massive crowd.

With Singapore's Gross Domestic Production yearly, no wonder Singaporeans could splurge money like my grandfather Lee Kuan Yew keeps chopping and re-producing S$ dollar.

Help Me!!!

Can not tahan already!! Help! Help! Help!
I WANT WAN TAN MEE!!!!

I hate you, Mr/Mrs. Work

Dear Mr./Mrs. Monday! Monday is a horrible day in any other days you have 7 in a row. So many days but die die Monday is the day, you strike hell horribly. I should suggest to my head that they should prepare me a place to sleep in the office to hence, it will be good then. Safe my time, safe money, I don’t need to worry and crack my head. My stress got ease off with ‘char siew pau’ and ‘bak chang’. Getting to eat bak is the best thing has happen in life.

Colleague gave

It’s difficult for me to consume 'bak' at home under circumstances. I could not believe that I left work at 9pm yesterday. This is far the longest I have ever been. Then, I had a call from brother asking me to join them for dinner. It’s not quiet inviting to have dinner on mundane Monday. It’s bored. It’s intimidating. It’s insecure. It’s killing. Do you know where I had dinner on a black Monday?........Gowd…

Manhattan Fish Market

Crazy isn’t it. Extremely crazy psycho. I guess the food got me carried away. Manhattan on a Monday is so not good. The food was so fabulous that I forgotten my head ache for once. Seriously the food taste good and for such cuisine, the fish was really fresh and taste succulent with such tasteful bite add with spoonful of slimy cheese.

my salmon cajun wor..so piece-full mouthfull

The aftermath was the price you got to pay laaa..which was not so worth after all, but nevertheless if good food can curb or ease the pain well, let it be the medicine by all means.

seafood platter.........GOOD!!!!

Moral of the story, I figure that food can actually make one happy. It does for me, now. But my dream food has yet to come which WanTanMee can come to my rescue. Which is which having the stress overlap with indulgence food or just swallow my pain down. I am not prepared for Sunday yet. The last I check, I got to be there at 2am for the run. No need sleep ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?

will i survive this track or fall flat. Either i break or loose

eh, i found this nasi lemak nice. You should try it
I don't always get to eat okay! Stop looking at me.

Not So Bad After All...

Not too bad after all as weekend goes by this time. I guess the matter was I pull myself out from the cocoon. I manage to keep myself out from boredom by moving around the shopping centre and keep myself wander all day long. Actually I realised I prefer to shop alone. Call it lone ranger then. Probably I have more space considering elements fact like time, punctuality, a more relax and ease environment. It’s like you dealt your stuff all by your own. I need not go through fuss like waiting for someone or getting frustrated with third party where if they make hell of noise or grumble continuously. It’s not like I don’t like to hang out with clicks. I do hang with them. But sometimes, I just love to spend time by myself wandering around, and then I start reminiscing all the good times I have.

How I spend the weekend? I manage to catch Fantastic Four on Saturday with my nephew. It wasn’t that great after all, just ‘so-so’ I would say. For me, the best would still be Pirates of Caribbean. Nothing beats that. As usual, I attended mass this morning. Sunday what and yea, it’s Father’s Day but I got no Pa here. So, pass...I think all those people bringing their father out or shower them love with gifts are just hypocrite. If you love your father be obedient and good to him, everyday is also father’s day. No need to wait until the day where these money suckers earn big time. Crap la all these. I when for shopping spree from one center to another lot like hopping grasshopper. Well, not for me, I didn’t get anything for myself though I saw heels, slip on, tees that make me itch but then again if I don’t control there goes my unnecessary spending habits. Good that I conquer the bad habits today.

I didn’t know it was that difficult to get bermudas or pants for my other half. Aawww…have to choose size, and then color, likewise if it fits then prefect but if not then, gone case. Make tired the eyes only. Well, not too bad for the week. Tomorrow suck already. Call it Monday like so mundane routinely sick creep. Looking forward for Sunday’s run. I hope you had a good week too. Mine was not too bad (this week la). How bout yours?

At last.

Weekend is here! Fina is freaking gone damn happy. See, all smiles out shine the dark side. This is the best part. And yet the best of the best will come soon, July till I see my other half. Time sure passes by fast. Six months has gone, and without realization the next few months would be end year, which means Christmas. Walaa..a, ‘muy bien’ (good in Spanish). That would be excellent! I get to see, meet and greet and spend time with the balance of the Lee’s. I assumed they are coming back. I bet they miss the food in Malaysia like hell. Like me, even though I am in Penang nothing can conquer nor take over the crown of WanTanMee in Malacca! World time champion, believe me! I know. Nothing bids the taste of tangy, succulence, kicking almighty WanTanMee in Malacca.

I do hope I will manage to put in some time to visit my friend, Seong over in Tambun next week. Work is tight, time just flips away. Find it pretty hard to allocate. We will see how things go. Over the pass few weeks, I had a passion, crave for something. It started of with a sprout. I call it bean sprout. I did a corking work. I have been up to no good. I had such fetish crave for bean sprout that I had an idiotic idea to grow it. So I bought beans. How I wish I could have Jack’s bean. Ridiculous, I know. Well, the end result of the bean was pretty scary because I might not know whether I will eat it or not.

Let me show you the stupidest things I have done.

My so called edible bean sprout or some say 'taugeh'.

How to eat, so long one. But this miniature tree looks nice ler..

Anyways, I didn't have lunch today and looking at the time it’s 10 plus I am extremely hungry for dinner. I can hear my stomach growl. So, I decide to grab dinner at the nearest food court which will be Super Tanker. I could not make up my mind as everything looks delicious. I mean come on when you’re hungry the obvious reason would be everything looks nice and decent to be stuff inside tummy right? The choice was not much because today’s Friday and I don’t take meat, so I opt for Char Kuih Tiaw. M y boyfriend likes Char Kuih Tiaw. I bet he will definitely be ‘geram’ ‘rowdy’ and cursing when he sees this. Haaha. So how? Want to show and lure me with your WanTanMee experience? Adake….eee? Melampau!! Andrew, I have always been good so, I decide to give you a well paid bargain. You give me WanTanMee. I will give you this...

Nice Char Kuih Tiaw with EXTRA 'see ham' and bean sprout. Umphh...

Yes, you got me. I was too 'yau kui'...undeniable.

Since I am going to be alone this weekend, I will probably go check out some stuff I need in July. And get my self a good sleep. Meeting and giving the kids tuition tomorrow. Got to bare it all out.

I'd Rather Sleep Again

I am sick. All the symptoms are not very much inviting. Maybe I am over stress. Over rated. Feels like dehydrates. Then the sense of taste has gone head wire. Do I need attention? Maybe; yes, maybe no. I doubt I need that much attention, since I put my head up strong even thought it feels like shit moreover, sucks. But then again, I ain't any wander woman nor superwoman. I just need perseverance to move on. Pms is getting my nerves on. I want to spank whoever just cross my mind and piss me out. Yet another miserable weekday that passes by.

Weekend has to end. It happens all the time every week, every month. Nothing much that excites over the weekend. The only thing I had to put to ease was the rest I had on Saturday. Along come Grace who managed to pull my Sunday morning. She paid me a visit. Of, course I am happy! Did some catch up, we talk till 8 in the morning then she fall a sleep while I prepared for lunch. Basically, we update ourselves with what’s happening around our surrounding. By evening, I send her back to her venue and that’s it I got bored again. Feels like no life at all. Don’t know what to do. My next event would be looking forward on 24^th June for Penang Bridge Run. Hope to make a difference. Life is just full of surprises. It’s always too early to judge but nevertheless, bear in mind the consequences. There's always a risk in every little thing we do, for every step we take. It's like a gamble. An investment.

I have no direction of what I want to do in life. I bet once your clear of your mind then things will be alright. Keep procrastinate. It's time I take life serious.

Going To K-O Soon...

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy

I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that every thing's going to be fine, fine, fine?
Because I got one hand in my pocket and the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working…..
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry
What it all comes down to
Is that every thing's going to be quite alright

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
What it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the @#$%

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that every thing's just fine, fine, fine?
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab...

On The Peak Of My Panicle

I had a well rest over the weekend. Working has been a norm now that I have forgotten Saturday was also a public holiday. Miss the kids in tuition center. I have not taught for last two weeks yet to see them this coming weekend. It’s getting hard and harder as day goes by. Work has been not go great the recent weeks and my instinct tells me so, what’s left are yet to come in due time. Honestly, I am getting sick and at times the thought of puking comes naturally as work load tends to hunt me. Do you know how it feels when you’re caught up with pending work that never finish. And how you leave so early in the morning and return late after 8. Does life serve any purpose after that? I guess I am just being patient trying hard to ‘adapt’ life after all. My level intensity has yet to dry soon.

Maybe I am getting stress because of work. And when stress comes, the thought of family, love ones starts to play in my mind. This is the time, I really feel; desperately want to pack and heed back home. The aftermath of work has made me neglect family, friends and abandoned my passion on past time. I don’t do the activities I used to do. Not now anymore. I find it hard to allocate time well spend. I just do what I am able to make my time out of everything something like, killing two birds with one stone? I am trying hard to keep my cool, and chill because I am so afraid one fine day, when the weather turns black I might just explode together with lightning and thunder all comes around. My prediction the victims might be my nephew or niece or brother though at times my nephew and niece can really be a pain in my head.

Well, since I have a fix rest day over the weekend. I look forward for every weekend that comes and hate when Monday passes by. It feels like presenting me to hell. It’s brain straining and it’s torturing for the amount of work. So I think I should just lay my head back down. This path that I am walking I must go alone. I must take the baby steps until I am full grown. Just like fairy tales they don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the bright ahead if I stay. It’s too workaholic. I need proper lines down the road. I can’t afford to loose any more money can’t buy. It's personal, me, myself and I. I have got some straightening out to do.

… Squeeze me, PLEASE!

Work is getting more and more hectic now. I can feel the heat. Now that I’ve learn most of the tricks, my colleagues have start to ‘throw’ most of the issues for me to handle. I am just getting to get use to it so rather I know on and off, I would make silly mistakes or perhaps I’ll meet deep shit which I fear most. I feel insufficient of time which I see why they leave the office only at 8PM.

There’s this particular colleague was teaches me a lots. Well, she guides me and nurtures me more or less the knowledge I need to know bout the things I need to handle. She’s nice but my only concern is that the amount of cigarettes I have inhale from her smoking. Her naïve and petite size doesn’t show you her real true identity from the first glance. When I first get to know her I was surprised as she was the one who always get most of the tease from the rest of us and then when I knew her true enough I began to read her habit and abilities.

She’s a strong smoker. Every hour subsequently she goes out from the office 3 times in an HOUR. That’s how she smokes. And whenever she gets back, she’ll be the one who talks most of the time to me moreover her cubic is just next to mine. And eventually I inhale most of her smoking. Trust me; it doesn’t seem right to inhale such for a month. I wouldn’t interfere much regarding the matter of smoking, I’ve friends who smokes too if you have not come to this level my advice please do not adopt this habit. Getting glued to this habit is one thing, kicking the habit is yet another thing; it’s easy when you think you want to kick this habit but how many smokers who actually walk the talk?

Individually everybody should think for themselves it’s their body, mind and soul. Who are we to judge, when we can’t even guide our own matters. I firmly believe that women shouldn’t adopt the habit to smoke. How stress one can be by lightning that pack of cigarette will not solve problem that arises. I pray that the big guy up there is guiding me. Alert me, know my weaknesses, teach me to be strong and help me to pull through all of my days at this time.

I am feeling emotional now. Suddenly, the thoughts of my parent’s just ring through my ear and Andrew’s image flash by my mind. What the heck laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa really not at this time! I want to go kagak! Ciao…

tis' the season to be jolly, falalalalalal see, Tiger is freaking scary these days..

Go Fatty, It's Your Birthday!

Today’s my nephew birthday. His name is Alif. He just turns eleven. Well kids these days are so pampered and no doubt they have good life, good food and everything is welled prepared for them. Compared to what I did have at my age of eleven. I can hardly remember whether I had a proper birthday at all. Back then life was hard and birthday to me means nothing grand or big. At the age of eleven, this nephew of mine knows how to enjoy good food. When I say good food it really does mean good food. I ask him what he wants for his birthday the only thing he can eagerly said was ‘Dinner at TGIF and toys for present!’. Waaa, kids’ ahh this time of the century.

'Alif and Me'

Well, I am not in the mood for any Friday stuff so in the end we head over for Pizza. Mind you this kid loves western food. The size sure speaks for his self. Anyways he’s an avid Arsenal fan. But I did promise to spend time with him this coming Saturday. What’s line in mind was movie obviously Shrek, get him a toy and probably quality time, since I can’t have my ‘tranquility’ bf. Just need to find ways to keep me off my mind and keep me busy. I figure that it’s time I do what I feel best and most likely satisfied me and my needs in life, at least I know I did because in life sometimes, if I care too much for others I might just be taken for granted. Then, I would not have the feel of regret. If everything goes well, I would be away for least 6months by end of this year. So here I am, giving all I can. To love and be loved in return something I have the ownership and I shall treasure it, because I do care and appreciate him for all he has given to me.

I love him to bits!

CURRENT: Not So Happy After All....

I had a blast last week. Tho it was short but i seriously had lots and tones of fun. I miss you Andrew. Really i do. I had fun watching Pirates Caribbean. It was remarkable! This distance is unique. It somehow help me to be strong. Hope time pass fast now. Okay, i did felt like shit on the way back. Somehow or rather the feeling of leaving your home makes you want to cry. The journey back was tiring, i was sleepy too. So i hope things will work out fine. For everyone too. I just want things to work out fine for the world, me and everything that leaves a trace in me. Nevertheless, i cross my fingers for the best. It feels unstoppable when i wan back home. Home seem quite. Ample of space. My bed. It's good. Really good. I know somebody wants my bed. Haahaa. Addicted to me? Hee.ehee. Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

Feeling Damn Good

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Yay…

HAPPY..

HAPPY….

Just being so HAPPY…

Wooooooo…times like this would be the time when you wish upon a star! Now i believe miracle does happen, at least to me!

I’mm GONE. I’mm coming after YOU! To the place where i belong..

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Something...

After such a long time, in the island the first friend i meet was EK=Idiot Ng. We met up for lunch and had talks along. It’s like we haven’t been talking for months, and there are so many things to update between friends. Like, getting to know what the ‘in’ thing is and who’s getting ‘out’ and so on. At least i felt better having friends here still. EK was telling me he’s bored too. Guess the only reason he stayed back was to pursue this Masters. I told him i wanted to continue my Masters in ‘Milking’. Which i made a stupid joke out of. I have yet to meet the rest of the cronies. I do miss the rest of the cronies. I do!

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Amy Chan Chen Chen, if you’re reading this; me and EK inviting you to come back Penang. Everybody loves Amy. Hahaa. EK even found an ideal job for you which he drafts out. At the thought of it, sounds really good and impressive. I now you’ll love it! It’s your passion. Really hope to see you.

Superficial Sunday

Shouldn't Sunday should be a rest day? I always think that Sunday would be the best day to rest. But instead, i realised i got up at 7.30 this morning. I was awake by the noise of alarm. Well, so smart of me to promise my sis in law to accompany her for a jog early morning. Stupid of me. As predicted she left without me by the time i got up. Since i got up that early, i when for a jog on my own. By the time i got back i felt hungry. So my bro and family ask me to follow them out.

This time, it's funny how i did not turn him down nor did i say 'NO' at all. I knew how i would behave towards him. As a matter of fact, we don't really have a good kind of close knit brother/sisterhood relationship tho we are called 'brother' and 'sister'. The gap was probably one of the reason. It feels awkward. It feels strange since his depart for more than 8years has left an impact in me. That was the past. And it's his life. He has a family so i wouldn't want to interfere and care much.

But there's a soft side apart of me that tells me this is the time to mend and re-connect to bond the closeness relationship we use to once have. Back when i was still naive and being at the age of 9 how should i understood what the circumstance and situation were like. At times, couldn't blame my parents for being angry when i refuse and rebel when subject arises about him. I couldn't take it. Not because i didn't want too. I am sick of hearing the same old issue over and over again.

I always felt that for his age the size half across i am, should have more responsibility when it comes to parents, and family. But it works the other way round. I learn one thing, not every human has the same thinking. And whatever you do, not everything pleases you. Exactly! I felt this could partially answers my parents moving to Nz. Somehow, indirectly, it does affect my future too.

So, here..i put up all my hopes and cast away my fears and hope that i may give myself an opportunity to regain the strength and look forward for something new between us. Sunday is not the best day i like either. Every day's routine the moment getting from 7.30 till 8 night starts to leave a mark. In 3 more days something, big, excitement , trill bound to happen for someone. The victim will just have to wait. Aha sure the victim excited edging to know. G'night!

Anyway, just for your viewing pleasure Tiger did this again!



and my niece wants a piece of this..

Thank God It's Friday

Firstly i want to apologised to Eng Kiat. I know i owe you one. Sorry la dude. I didn’t mean to cancel our lunch but towards the last minute some changes occur in office so i got to waive our lunch to Monday. Anyway, equal la, since you fly my kite on Wednesday hence Thursday rain and today something turn out unexpectedly for me. Anyways i didn’t do it on purpose. I promise that Monday would go smoothly unless you don’t fly me again. Hahah.

Today was quit alright for me. The time pass so fast till i didn’t realize i was in office till bout 8pm and i told my colleagues i got to leave for a jog. They said i am crazy and ask me to stay back in office bit late now i said that is crazier spending more than 12 hours in office. On the way home, i had a shit feeling, not because i wanted to shit but partially also but what’s more shiter is that the stupid feeling comes back again. By the time i got home, i was still doubting and thinking whether I should go for that jog.

And I made a choice which i did going for a jog that late. I think there’s something inside of me just wanting to go. The urge to just run and don’t look back. I fear as I’ve never done such silly act going jogging that late. And so i did. Halfway going i was surprised to see there’s someone who jogs that late too. So i followed his track but his speed was fast so i didn’t manage and i when on my own.

I was breathless after that jog. On my way back i stop over at night market bakery stall by the road side just looking and wondering. Finally i knew what would make me get back on track. What would at least make me happy and cheer me up for that very moment. I bought this.

Nope, it’s not my birthday. I wanted it. I knew i want to eat this all by myself. I didn’t bother what’s on my mind.

So, now apart of me am feeling happy but on the other side still going tartly. This pretty much sums up how boring life has been recently. Hopefully, meeting my friends back would help me to cheer up. Well, at least!

Get Over It

HOMECOMING


I am homesick. Just when you thought your near but yet so far away. I just miss home. Even tho there's no one there but the home presence, the feel makes one very comfortable yet reliable to rest assure and chill. I particularly miss my bed and everything about home. Shit la. I keep thinking bout going home and how it feels back there. Ooh, shit! Snap, whats worst when people tell you they are going back their hometown and they ask you ' How come you don't go back home?'. Sometimes i am tired of repeating the same same answers and at times just to keep answer short and not to make myself think further or start getting my emotions over control i just cut and said 'Not free' instead of the long winded tale.

I left office at late 8 today because i figure out that if I'd gone back home early i would not know what to do and I'll start reminiscing all those good and bad times. I need to be with myself and center, clarity, peace and serenity. So, i told myself to stop thinking bout it, which i did till i reach the bus stop and damn it started to pour. The drops turn to big drops and i was telling myself wait laaaaaa, Fina have not reach home yet. And i have no choice and i can't be bother to wait longer so i embrace myself through the big, loud drops with my umbrella.

Anyhow, it didn't make any difference as my bottom was soak wet and sneakers too. I bet if i was at MY own home then i wouldn't mind if the rain pour on with me without having an umbrella. I am willing to trade and give in. All i wanted is a flight back to home town. Going to the place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing. And the pain you feel is a different kind of pain. The miles are getting longer, it seems,the closer i get too. No, don't get me all wrong. I don't regret this life i chose for me but these places and these faces are getting old.

Cannot wait to RE-unite again! When, Where, How???

STAGE ONE....

For the exact one week i have been working. Monday was suck. Very suck. Hours move too slowly. By the time it ends at 6, i thought i could leave but then i got stuck till 7 plus immediately after that i rush out like some goat that was let loose out from the barnyard. I made a visit to campus on last Monday. Nothing much change though except 'Pak Guard' was more relaxes. Government servant, what to expect and PM can proudly made a statement saying 'Government servants deserved pay rise'. Deserved my FOOT! Work so slow like never eat riceeeee. Idiot racist.

I learn something good today. You know the feeling of joy when you manage to make use of what’s that’s been taught. Feels like your on top of Mount Everest when you multiple your knowledge and eventually it does lead to somewhere. Basically, after i get back from work i go for a running spree in near by housing area or just the field out here. That’s how i pass my time from days to weeks these times around. I don’t know what to do, sometimes watch downloaded movies, series, and play with Tiger.

Tiger is so adorable. Fat and chubby. Well, i believe he's the best cat that has a very luxurious life ever. No need to worry what to eat, what to do, just sleep and sleep. Time to shit, he shit. Anyway he's not tame after all. It looks more like a miniture Tiger tho vary in size. Why time move so slow? The month of May seem so dreggy. I’ll just wait and be patient. I know, my friends are going through what i am feeling these days. At least i know i am glad that i am not the only one feeling this way. Let time heal and tell. I should just shut and tuck in bed now. I am not walking alone am i?

Nope. He's with me. Yes indeed. I can said it all loud and clear. My concious are.

A Visit To The Zoo

How weekend end so fast tomorrow is yet another day. Monday we call it. I think most of us hate Monday unless it's a pay day. Monday is the day where all the work load gets accumulated over the weekend and bang when Monday comes your in for it. Over the weekday something happened. The 'Koi' has

stand stone and that was in the morning. When i got back from work in the evening disaster

It is floating. Floating on top of the water. I think brother is mourning. His face like 5 cent sial. Now, from 7 Koi down to zero. I am going to do something bout this.

Tiger's bitch also getting weird. She got so connected with technology these days. Don't believe? Let's see.

My sis in law sent Tiger's bitch for a trim. Earlier she look like she own Santa's beard.

Look so different isn't it. Well, basically that's how i pass most of my time these days. Play with Tiger. Talk with web cam. Tease my nephew and nieces. Do some cooking. Do some chores. Produce more shit, and that's it.

The other in office I saw this drinking water bottle which amuse me. Why on earth would some idiot brand this bottle 'No Name'. If brand it 'Spritzor' or 'Cactos' still sound appropriate.

I realise blogging is fun. Blogging is interesting. You share and let it all out without a doubt. It saves Moo La too rather than spending money once your out. I love to share my views and how i feel towards certain things in life. From ones perspective to any other things. Life in reality, this is what we call Life.